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1. |
LILITH
21:46
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I cannot dominate the beast in me
I never will
I won’t I won’t
The beast talking about the skies
And the night walks
And the black part of forests
The depths of the Black Sea
The inner part of earth
Full of black fire
I cannot dominate
The beast in me
The snake rising up up up
in my spine
Is seeking
Always seeking for blood
For life
For laughters
I can’t imagine a life
Without your shape
I’ll make you mine
And give you eternity
Eternal places
Eternal rest
I see the world
With different eyes
I see in the dark I fly
I see in the dark I fly
I fly into your veins
I give you eternity
Let’s play
My brother
The jealous
He needs to kill
I don’t
I want you to give me
Your blood
For the eternity
The beasts of the desert will meet there with the jackals, and the wild goat will cry to his companion. There too the Lilith will rest and find its quiet habitation
Les bêtes du désert s’y rencontreront avec les chacals, et le bouc sauvage y criera à son compagnon. Là aussi la Lilith se reposera et trouvera sa tranquille habitation
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2. |
Cain
03:11
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Life accepts or not
Life is God and God is Life
I’m Adam’s and God’s son
If I’m taken to kill
And to bear the guilt
My name is written
In History
And I survived
Was my hand guided?
Why can’t you PEOPLE ON EARTH
Respect Beauty
Keep a Heart of Gold?
Why are we leaving
A bad planet
To the next generation?
It is not because we put
Nature in danger
But more generally
Because we distort Reality
We create Ideology
To serve material interests
To serve our Pleasure
A Pleasure without pleasure
I thought the Good would prevail
Will it?
Or will you bear
The same guilt
As mine
The same guilt
As mine
The same guilt
As mine.
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3. |
Enoch
20:05
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My name is Henoch
There was
Another child
Who had been named
Like me
He was the good one
I was the bad
From the beginning
I was the bad
Murderer’s son
From the beginning
Placed
At the place of sin
Nine-hundred years
I had to live
In the long years
My body feared
I saw the rape
I saw the incest
My wife and sister
Just as my father
Gave me no love
Blood was
Our love
And in blood we search
In blood we swear
When we slept
In the dark
I couldn’t rest
I set my father
Who pinned and gazed
Since the eye of God
Was blocking us
From the sky
In my long life
I saw the planet change
Year after year
The deserts
Become seas
To gather
My mother’s
tears
I myself
molded the earth
With my fugitive steps
Till the mountains
Became valleys
And the valleys
Mountains
But when I turned
My head
To stare
At my way
I couldn’t find
No steps
And I had made
No road
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4. |
Irad
23:45
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I gather and absorbe your power
Power from your arms
Power from your legs
Power from your neck
Power from your eyes
Power from your cheeks
Power from your hands
You finish
With nothing
Nothing more on your bones
Nothing more under your skin
It’s me who gets the delicious
Meal
It’s me who drives tour char
And your flesh
It’s my gas chamber
You get
It’s my sucking
You love
It’s my army you follow
It’s my orders you love
It’s me in front of you
Your third eye
Closing forever
To open mine
So I see all this humanity
Getting out
To go to work
Believing they are free
Free is the word of god
And he himself shall
Judge my heirs
He himself can save your soul
Before I eat you
Till the bones
Before you give your weapons
To me
Your choice is easy
Who gets control
Who gets your misery
Who gets your goals
Yours the success
Mine the remords
Yours the shadow
Mine your wings
I grow as a cancer
Out of your stomach
I digest before you do
My power is invisible
But you will perceive
My breath
My breath caressing you
As if you were in heaven
Your brain decides the game
Your brain decides the fight
Distinguishes who I am
Few surrender my power
My power is inside me
You stumble against history
You saw this film more times
You cannot reach my fears
You’ll never
Grasp them
For you I am the invincible
The man who drives your char
The man who drives your flesh
Just me
Can see
What’s real
In your dreams
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5. |
Zillah
20:30
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The shadows pass and pass
over my body
as if i were a river
i were a stone
My beauty doesn't keep
To bring me flower
And if it was not
For my brother
I would Know
Just shame
Just shame
My legs have been
Caressed
By thousand men
My face has been
Portrayed
For malediction
My name will sound
In ears which became
Deaf
My honor
has been
to let your hand
run over me
and to teach you
What you
shall forget
Cain arrived
in the city of Enoch,
met the beautiful Zillah
and fell in love with her.
But neither the doves,
nor the carvings,
nor the singers,
nor the splendid garments,
nor the beautiful dancers,
nor the perfumes,
nor the sacrifices,
nor the gifts of Cain
hanged the stone heart of Zillah.
Cain, a fool,
sought a solution
as he traveled the world,
then he met an Old Woman,
and at each
of the questions
of Cain
the Old
made him drink
Of his blood,
every night.
Once Cain
was bound
by the Blood Oath,
the Old Woman forced Cain
to embrace it.
Since Cain
possesses
the Gift
of binding by Blood.
Then the old woman
told him
to go back
to Zillah
in Enoch,
and there
he bound her three times
and married her.
Searching for the worst creatures,
Nosferatu found Zillah hunting
for humans in the city.
He waited 100 days
and 100 nights,
and even if he did
not see her,
it is said
that he saw
his fingerprints
follow him.
Then he brought
Zillah
out of the city
to his cave.
Nosferatu
thrust a wooden spear
into her heart,
but Zillah with her strength
broke it in two
and gave it a powerful blow
that left a mark on his face.
Crushed on a rock,
Nosferatu
had his spirit,
his body and weapon broken.
Zillah,
astonished
by how robust
Her hunter was,
made him a child
Nosferatu then
became
A horrible creature
And he began to hate Zillah
Cause his face
was marked
by his failure
in front of her.
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6. |
Jabal
15:08
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Full of Cain’s blood
Hidden in the biggest pyramid
I wait for the night
To come to you
You know
Why
Your neck is mine
Your body is mine
You can’t escape nor your wife
And the children you protected
Under the hieroglyphs
Covered with best wishes
They are mine
They are mine
Cause no secret Hides from me
No magic sign
Stays unknown
And your soul Is my open book
I’ll use every means To fetch you
I’ll be mean
I’ll be mean
Forever flying
Into the night
I’m Nature Servant
And Nature is mine
Under the moon of Isis
Under His powerful
Big eye
Following and Inversing
all commandements
Obeying to my role of
Punisher
Serving the same Will
You are calling
I will eat you
and then I'll smile
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7. |
Adah
15:08
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At the beginning
There is the Original
Here I explain
The fundamental game
The first mechanism of your brain :
If it doesn’t come from inside
You’ll look outside
You’ll need to copy
put out your eyes
And copy now Come on!
Copy
Copy
It is your right
What you don’t know is
What you’re copying
Becomes you
And in adaptation
Of the copy
To your self
You’re gonna see yourself You’re gonna think
Is that what I am
Is that what I do
It’s already too late
Don’t dare
To ignore what you do
I fall over you
When you become
The copy
You will go
With your mask
Join society
And you’ll have to always wear it
And Justify it
Is it you
Is it you
Now it is
Did you know
What you were copying
Where it came from
Who it belonged to
What was hidden
What you did NOT know
The wolf howls
Copy Copy
And you’ll see
The copy
Of his life
Or the copy of your life
Manage well
It will become Your life
A life
Is A life
And with the same game
One person gains
One person fails
He
She
Under my teeth
Falls and fails
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8. |
Tubal
15:08
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You search for God
I know
Or you avoid God
It’s the same
You search for schemes
For patterns
For images
Of you
Which are
Next to Him
Or at His opposite
You limit
Yourself
To what is allowed
You are socially correct
You want to be Recognised
For what
You think
You are
For what you believe
You have to be
Your mind is so narrow
Your limits
Never you will
Get your goal
You better be
Crazy
And unknown
To anyone
Life will flow
Life
Will flow
Better
I’m the full of life
I’m the full of energy
You cry constantly
You cannot feel
The flow of life
Going through
Your body
Going through yourself
To the others
To the field
What you can’t see
What you are hesitant
To admit
The force you have
And you disdain
Comes to me
I attract the force that
You don’t use
This invisible
Flow
So real
I Will make your life
Shorten
Suddenly
You’ll never understand
Since you have not
Been reached
By mysteries
You cannot
Drink from
The source of life
And
The mountain
Of will
Falls over you
You are now dead
You
Who was the Source
The most lively
The most precious
You are offering Your means to me
Without Consideration
I was not chosen In the sky
But just like you
I made my river
Be aspired
And now
It’s me
Aspiring
Yours
Just sitting here
Under black glasses In the sun
With some music
With some dance
Drinking your
Hesitating life
Till the bottom
With a
Straw
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9. |
Mehujael
15:08
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You are just
The kind
That I thought
Just the kind
That I scout
Come along
We’ll talk
Browse
Your thoughts
Before
You die
Tell
Your prayers
In the time
Given
Between now
And now there’s
A slot
There’s a slit
There’s the fissure
Of the fissures
Letting you see
For a fraction
Of a second
The sky
And what You can Ask for
The sky
And what You can Ask for
There are things
You don’t consider
From the slot From the slit
They flow
Into me
My grace
Augments
The fissure Narrows
You can Express
Another Sorrow
Another Wish
Until you Eclips
Tight is the Passage
And even tighter Since
Your mind Blows
UP
I will settle this conflict with great skill
A surprising demonstration of force,
of precision of efficiency.
The threat against me will be eliminated quickly,
I will react
I’ll be extraordinarily targeted.
I’ll know exactly where to hit
and my gesture will not forgive.
Like a true archer,
I will shoot down my enemy without warning.
From the top of my tower, I’ll keep
my tusks
intact,
my opponent will have no possibility
to react.
At the same time, my message
to my rivals
will be incredibly clear:
don’t attack me,
nor any of my relatives, without undergoing
the consequences
By backlash
appalling.
You’ll soon understand that I’m not kidding
and you will stop to challenge me.
My enemy,
also tough
or aggressive be it, will be pushed very far outside
of my ramparts
and will be unable
to attack me
from the front
without risking
to leave
his skin.
In short,
I have an unshakeable position,
then woe to those and those
who have dubious ambitions
or who will dare
to come after me.
I am sovereign of my kingdom and no one
can
face me
without suffering
huge harms crushing defeat, humiliating
and degrading.
I have the power to annihilate
my enemies
and I will not hesitate to use it
if you show up threatening
towards me.
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Antonella Eye Porcelluzzi Marseille, France
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